{Thoughts in a series as I'm transitioning from one congregation to another}
My husband loves the show "Hoarders". It makes me want to run for the nearest shower to get the feeling of the creepy crawlies off of me. I keep saying, "How can anyone let it get so bad?"
And we're not anything like that, but wow...does stuff ever accumulate! We've lived in one house for four years and have amassed more "stuff" than I would've ever imagined. When we moved in, we looked at all the room we had and said to ourselves, "We'll never fill that up!" But of course, we have. Now we have to deal with it-- either schlep it to the new place, or trash it, or sell it.
I choose selling it. I've put all sorts of things on craigslist-- things that were just cluttering up our lives-- things that, at some point, we must've believed were important. My husband had 11 complete seasons of "South Park" (which is probably 11 more than anyone needs!) We had tacky "newly marrieds" furniture that we stuck in a dark nook. I had a huge bag of yarn--which doesn't even include the good stuff that I'm keeping. It's such a strange thing, but I'm getting a great sense of satisfaction out of selling these things that have just been lurking in our house. Sure, it's great having extra cash (though perhaps we sold our refrigerator a week too early, but eh...) but it's more than that. It's a feeling of liberation. I like knowing that I'm not going to be unpacking stuff I don't care about in our new home. It feels like a chance to unbury ourselves and start over, with only the important things.
Happiness isn't in stuff. It's in watching your doggies snore peacefully on the couch. It's in taking the journey of a lifetime with the one you love the most. It's in learning to make peace with your surroundings and believing that your life might just be better simplified. For everything else, there's craigslist.
"Graceland" is the name of my favorite song and album. It's by Paul Simon, but more importantly, it's what "home" sounds and feels like to me. We always listened to this album as we traveled from my home in Tennessee to my parents' childhood homes in Florida.
But today, it's also a pretty good snapshot of my theology. Somewhere I really believe that the Christian journey is all about a wild trip to Grace-land. As I see it, Grace-land is the place where God is waiting to meet even us–with all the baggage and brokeness that we tote with us. Grace-land is the place where we will be received with open arms, even though our attempts at “getting it right” have been miserable failures at best. But, I think, every step we take is a step on the journey to Graceland.
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